Labels: move on
With no doubt, I am the foolishest person in the world.. I actually believed that I can unseal the curse, for more than 7 years, its been with me just like my shadow.. My curse and I, our fate are entwined. I am so silly and naive to believe that I've repay my vice and my happiness will soon be here, but history repeats itself in the exact manner.
Corpse rots, our vice don't. I thought I could use my my good deeds to wash away my sin, I thought I could use my good deeds to reduce my punishment. However, it's a NO. Many attempts I've tried! I won't be so naive anymore. A curse is a curse. No matter how hard I tried, what ever methods I use, it will never be unsealed.
I've thought this through thoroughly, that just make up part of my life.. I'm definitely traumatized and upset but I'd move on and in search for other purposes in life. I will use whole of my life to make up for my sin and I will always bear in mind that I shouldn't even think of breaking the curse. The more I retaliate, the more I'd suffer.
Yes, I've gotten the message. How can a humble human like me, ever dare to disobey GOD your cruel instruction.
I will never try it again. How would I dare to? I can't win and I won't. I once believed that I'm born with fate but I won't leave it to fate. But the truth tells me that I am so foolish to think this way. I'm freaking out, I will not even think of trying to break the curse again. I will not.. forever it shall be with me.
For which I can no longer handle any of your prank in a rational manner. The most supreme and powerful one up there, I know..you hated me as much as I hate myself. True enough, 人生匆匆，何必认真？