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There's 2 places in Malaysia I wanted to go so much! First is in penisular malaysia P.redang hahhaha the sea there is light blue in colour! Next is the national parks in Sabah Malaysia Borneo!!! Mt.Kinabalu I wanna go there!! If can go there and take photos.. wah damn shiok. 
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I've been waiting for this kind of rain for months! Thunder sound so pleasant hahaha lol. I feel like typing suddenly so.. after my physics and GP paper..yea I'm here..typing.
Feeling quite peaceful this few days. Probably is bcoz I say out all I wanted to say.. clear my thoughts though some remain unsolved but.. who cares! I won't indulge in things that won't give me any answer.
Weeks ago I went to read that Senior blog. It's been months since he last posted. Don't mistaken! Nothing much going on in between, I just feel like reading his entries. Human love to deceive themselves by remember things that are "beautiful".. urmmm at least for what I remember that senior attained some qualities which I admire but perhaps not an ideal lover?
Sian.. really very SIAN ah.. I think what is lacking in my life currently is passion.? Loss of passion to love, a bit numb so get sleepy very easily (zzz wat does this gonna do with sleeping). I don't feel disturbed or upset about basically anything EXCEPT studies. Nothing matters, got enough slp, got enough "A"s, got enough money..can liao wat. (Hmmm wat about got enough friends?)-debatable
I'm a secluded boat floating on the sea or perhaps floating on a peaceful sea instead. Juz imagine.. I'm navigating (control my own fate), I'm sun tanning, I'm enjoying the breeze on my secluded boat ahahaha. So carefree.. I don't want to change at least not for the time being. And as my friend.. you shouldn't force me to. Hahahha
Well, my life sux in the same time while it's wonderful. Weird isn't it?
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I know this is lame but I seems like having a coaster ride this few days. From perplex to confuse, I'm so lost, I'm so frighten.. I scare that I couldn't find myself back.
From understand to accept to give up, I struggled.
Well, I admit I'm sinking. I hate this kind of feeling.
Foolish human, we shall learn to let go.
Let me start all over again. I'll take a deep breathe in whenever needed. Learn to take a step back, laugh at things I once blindly persisted.
我还年轻我不怕没人爱，只怕梦想破灭。
因为我早已心如止水。
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It's been quite sometime since my last update. ammm I've officially quit my post in Photography society, reasons for this are mostly personal hahah I don't wanna say too much.
This is like the 5th week of school, I learnt quite a lot of new skills esp Physics spa A which is very tough. I'm still able to cope for the time being.. and I'm so fascinated with the atmospheric topic in Geography (the reason for taking H2 geo).
Math lesson is very "FAST", we the band 1 students are now one chapter behind the other hahahha LOL.
My third GP teacher in MI. My comment for this will be that he should have come earlier. Lol coz I find his teaching suit me better but ah Wong is still a very caring teacher among all. Few days ago, while I was walking down the corridor in a foul mood, he told me that it is juz another 7 plus months.. ENDURE- hai what a long journey!