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It was a wrong beginning! Far off the beam... Surprisingly, i still managed to find time to blog something out from my unhappiness of this world. I intended to study econ today, but i wasted 3 hrs plus for socializing instead. Yawn** slpy zzz It's a torture to woke up at every 3 hrs interval.. even if i slpt for 6 hrs plus.. i feel as if i didnt slp at all.
Back to my feet, still swelling and yes it's painful when i rotate my ankle. Having NAFA tis mnth so it wont recover unless i dont walk for at least 2 days. (imagine u hv to run & jump) so i wasnt surprise tat it hasnt recover. -end of e story-
The wrong beginning as i mentioned above refering to the decision i've made. Wonder why have i chosen this path and got stuck in the middle of nowhere. I've been thinking and ponder over this qn: what will i encounter if i didnt join my current cca? There's many possibilities. One thing for sure, i wldnt hv mistaken that glance as.....
WELL WELL WELL, i cld tell my heart it's over, make it believe it's all over coz it's true. Hmmm enjoying my current status (single), actually it can hv so much fun! WOW hahahaha
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This drama is about a celebrated gisaeng in Chosun Dynasty, who never give in to prejudice. Living in this gender inequality and class discrimination society, rethinking the value of love and search for the real path of mankind.
I find her very pretty and elegant. This is a nice drama for those who are interested in korea drama series! ^^
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My feet wasnt getting any better, in fact, it's still swelling. Though i can run and jump around, but it still hurts a little. I think i'm expecting too much from myself. Whether can i meet the expectation that i've set???? i'm still wondering and struggling.
It's such a pain, annoyance,irritation and distress when all your effort ended in failure! Insomnia, stress and discomfort are the price you need to pay inorder to succeed. Well, i take that as a form of punishment. A punishment that i shld hv long ago..(juz tat it has been postpone til now) I dont mind! It's my karma..(you cant
take anything away with you, except your karma)
Everyday study like mad, my eyes can hardly open, legs are sore..and stil muz carry on. Say me nuts or insane for all you want, frankly speaking, i enjoy this kind of life. Despite all these sufferings, i love myself being punished in this way, COZ i deserve it!
I deserve to face setbacks again and again!
I deserve not to get the one i loved
BCOZ I'M NOT GD ENOUGH!
but nvm... i dont need it anymore. It's no longer a need to me.
All i'm concerned and irritates me most is no other than my studies.
Lastly, i'm not abusing myself. I juz hope that these punishment will make me feel better.....
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I suspect that i must hv done something terribly wrong. 4 hrs of slp a day.. worst stil 3 hrs ytd. My face was like a piece of paper (so pale).. Friends might thought tat i'm taking drugs. i guess must be i'm too tired that's why i miss my steps n fall from the stairs. I thought by rubbing it wld reduce my pain..BUT in the end i got a swollen feet.(see trotter before?) i'm very stress and very tired(physically).. LOL i know there's more to come.
Woke up at 4am juz to do my revision..(suffering from insomnia.)
OO heaven, y are u soooo cruel! Making me suffering more other than my studies. If u really pity me, cld u pls pls pls stop making fun of me. i juz hoped that i wont c him again! NEVER.(i'm perturbed by his appearance)
Day passed, i'm getting more n more numb. i'm tring very hard to hold back my tears and endure through all these hardships.
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Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far