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Can't believe that my Christmas came earlier than the actual one hahahha lol. I don't know how to describe my mood currently. Ammm full of surprises and quite relax la. Probably is bcoz promo is over and I don't feel the pressure anymore so this week was rather fun (went to sch to play only) hahaha.
I was shock that my econ actually passed... But bear in mind that that's not the end of it, coz the impt one is on 12 of Nov 08 2pm lol. I set a high expectation but I'll try all my best to get it.
My pinkie roundly soft doll which i hanged on my locker was squeezed by some asshole. So I put some needle on it. But I guess my needle will be gone in no more than 2 weeks time.
Haha don't know why, that senior blog never fail to inspire me. Always after reading what he wrote, I have this ummm unspeakable feeling la... All I can say is he is a deep thinker.
My Xmas arrived bcoz I am 60% in holiday mood haha. I recall that Christmas in South Korea, which was the only snowy Xmas I had hahah few yrs back lol. But last yr is rather pathetic zzz.
But come to think abt it.. my punishment shld be over hahaha. Whatever I've done wrong or I feel guilty with is all bygone. I won't linger over the past. Coz I've got what i deserved.
PS: Lam fung 2nd album is stil not available in SG. ARRRRRRRRR
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Just contacted my long lost primary sch best friend few days ago. Her change really impressed me. Someone who i once felt so familiar with, who is now a stranger to me. So, many a times I wondered. Are the people around me keeping changing? Or perhaps I'm the one who refuse to change?
HA! If u think that I'm very beauty conscious, wait till u got a chance to meet my primary sch frenz. She told me that she've been in love for 4 times. I have this sudden feeling that I'm so nerd! But of course, it wasn't my fault that my Mr Right have yet to appear. lol
Come to think abt it. Is change a gd thing? Am I just too stubborn, so much so that i just reluctant to change? Sometimes, it is just too stressful even for the sake of being existing.
U have to be the one ur friend wanted u to be (juz to make frenzs). U have to be the one ur teacher wanted u to be (juz to gain their trust). U have to be the one ur parents wanted u to be (juz wanting them to love u more). So isn't it stressful?
When can I be the one I wanted to be? Perhaps when I'm filthy rich hahahha
But I always pursue some kind of speciality. Though I'm not sure what exactly it is zzz. Probably on the route of changing without realising, I hope to retain some innocent.
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I've calculated it meticulously, and I got a total of 5 days break. So i decided to utilise this 5 days as a compensation for my 2.5 wks of continuously mugging effort. So my plan is to watch HK drama which i bought it during this June holiday (^^), go Bugis to SHOP! and perhaps...hahaha ummm dont know la.
Then after this 5 days, my terrible days will arrive which I hv to face the music. For sure, i know that my Geo is gonna fail, so does my Econ. Well, for Geo all i cld say is I've done what i can in this 1 month time.. it juz fail me but i wont give up. As for econ, I promise myself that I'm gonna chiong all the way til i take the paper.
Another thingy will be my PW. I think our group is in deep trouble.. coz we yet to collect a "correct" data. So see how our group is going to vomit it out in 2 wks time.
And so if nothing sway happen, and the god bless me (hopefully).. I shld be able to promote. LOL I'll pray.
Ok, the following paragraphs is a brief description of the flaws in my life.
Previously, whenever that happen I told myself that it is juz a coincident. However, after so many yrs I cld no longer persuade myself that this is no other than a rotten luck of love (烂桃花).
Let me provide you with sufficient evidences. It wasn't that serious during my Sec sch days only like ammm 2. But the number increases in yr 2007 which is a total of 4! One is during my 3 mnths holiday when i was working for part time. Then another 2 is in MI.. ARR and the last one is frm sec sch.
After which yr 2007 have pass, I thought HURRAY no more such stupid things. BUT I was wrong! This yr is much better, got 2 lol in MI also zzz. (Ammm ok this yr haven pass.. hope that it will stop t 2)
Why did i say it is ROTTEN?
They all got a few common characteristics! Damn irritating, self-centre and always wanna "brain wash" me.
GOD AH!!! What have i done wrong? You didnt give me any gd luck and i'm pretty fine wif it. But at the very least, pls stop SENDING me these rotten luck.
Some of these asshole have given me a lot of problems. For instance, the rumours that spread more than ONE yr ( which i find it rather stupid). The non-stop calling and sms-ing. ARR all this is driving me insane and wasting my time! It's all disturbance. By the way i juz "get rid" one 1 wk ago. SCARY lol
I really cannot stand it. PLs think of a way to help me to get rid of these rotten luck...zzzzzz
STOP IT!
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Actually after doing so much, reading so much and thinking so much. I realise that U're trying to avoid, trying to runaway. U push the so call responsibilities to the others. You blame ur life being curse, blame others for not giving you a chance. U blame everyone for everything.
Whenever U said how U wish to find some place quiet to find ur peace, somewhere rural, a secluded life..blar blar n so on. U're just a shirker! Don't be so naive la! Do you really think that the very innocent you still exist?
Just get your mind straight, study n get into local uni, if not u'll just be a useless slacker polluting the environment. Prove your worthiness. Don't envy what do others have, U shld be the one creating ur own success.
Grass is always greener at the other side, so does that mean that you're going to envy others forever?
I think you shld face the reality. Know your shortcoming, work on it, there's no free lunch. Buck up gal. I know you can do it.
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I keep suppressing myself. I know i should not.. should not look at his blog. Hai dont know why i juz....zzzz
I really admire him a lot coz to me he is a very clever student. Not only that he is very fit hahaha. But after reading his latest entry, found out that he cldnt get into local uni..
He also said that "i like this person, but is forbidden love". Dont know who he is refering to. But after reading it...hmmm dont know how to express it in words. True enough, love is nothing money is everything!
Hahaha My first alone moon cake festival. Parents out again, they juz like to go M'sia so much, so much so that they go back evey wk end!
After finish watching 早熟 on channel 8 juz now. Ammm this is a Hk movie abt two teenager who fall in love and did the wrong thing hahaha Ammm a flim that reflect the society. Not bad lol quite nice. zzz time to off lights nite
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The exam hall is extremely cold and with intensive rain outside, shivering bodies are everywhere. kkkk what i wanna lead to is...my physics paper "mild-sux". All the chips i left is collateralize on my physics paper 3 which is the final hope of everything and its juz nice the last paper for the promos.
And perhaps it will also be the end chapter of mine in MI. juz being random lol.
So many disappointment and failure.. since young til now perhaps e sum of it is more than 101.
How do ppl study?????? OMG
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I'm so ill fated. Why do the one i love always do not love me as I love them. Damn Geo, u're such a pain in my arse. I've tried my best, but the paper is really too tough.
I'm having headache, stomach pain, gastric pain. Suffering from some sort of dry eyes disease and I'm feeling so guilty.
I think Mr Lai is gonna scold me, I got this hunch that he'll say I'm complacent. Hack, anyway my result will definitely give him a shock! LOl but i'm really too sleepy that day, I cant even read the case studies. But I promise to "chiong" all the way til A lvl after my promos.
Tml is physics paper, and hahahha it is the reason why i'm in science stream. A veri IMPT paper.
Sometime i really wonder how ppl study..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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The one who keeps my heart beating. ARRRRRRR 09/09/08! Release of lam fung new album. hhahaha how excited i am. Really nothing worth my concern except this.
That's tml.. ai ya dont know when will it import to s'pore.
明天以后 sung by 林峰 and 泳儿 NICE! 
泳儿：在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走
林峰：你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说 迟到的我的心动
泳儿：你的好 你的坏
林峰： 我的脾气你最懂
泳儿：我不要你心疼我
林峰：我不要你离开我
合：明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳儿：我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林峰： 因为有你
合： 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰： 其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心
林峰： 我不怕会伤心
合： 对不起 我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰： 最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰： 我并不是你的唯一
合： 还微笑祝福你
泳儿：爱情总让人折磨
林峰： 所以我们才选择
合： 做比情人更好的朋友
泳儿：我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林峰：因为有你
合： 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰： 其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心
林峰： 我不怕会伤心
合： 对不起 我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰： 最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰： 我并不是你的唯一
合： 还微笑祝福你
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Cloudy days (sigh), I seems to be lifeless everyday.
I once thought that I'm useless, but then i found something which I'm really gd at.
Not long after when setbacks happen.. and soon tragedy become part of my life.. hope perishes and inferiority complex arose. AHH! 10 yrs plus of my life is being wasted juz like this. Absurd isn't it?
How much have I earn? and how much have I loss? Show me a way to calculate it.(ya i'm a math student after all). Is it a surplus or is it a deficit?
Can anyone tell me.. do i really doesn't worth his concern at all? Each and every single thing gathered together.. i rmb clearly which shatter my heart into pieces.
Somehow whatever he do does not affect me now.
What does it take to stay alive? Other than e necessities. Probably you may think that i think too much, or perhaps is you guys who doesn't bother to think.
I don't like ppl to read my thoughts!
Ops it starts to rain... I rmb standing at e window in one of e MI class room. Well this sch has pretty gd scenery..hahah ammm I realise that when it starts to rain. It will form a rain concert! Is true.. i heard it. e combination of water landing on e hill, stairs and drain.. is rather melancholy.
Well, then i heard something which spoilt everything! "Annie, don't be emo".. arrr disastrous! ( these ppl juz doesn't know how to appreciate natural beauty) and so i didn't give a damn.
So don't try to know me if u cant. I'm someone who simply like to do things in opposite way... ammm somehow rebellious, but at least in a sense that doesn't hurt anyone... y not?
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Hate you! Damn, dont ever appear in my life. Once i leave MI n i dont ever wanna c u. LOL