Labels: quandary
The very last time I have this kind of feeling that is I can't bear to see someone leaving is when senior graduated from MI, that was a year plus ago. I didn't cry, I didn't. Recently, this kind of feeling keep surging in my heart and I'm feeling a bit blue.
We won't get to contact with friends from MI that much after we graduate. But there is someone in particular I can't bear to part with. Well it may be a good thing after all coz even though I see that person in sch almost everyday but I feel so distant and is true that we're just acquaintance.
I'm not anticipating anything out from this brief friendship. I just hope that by typing this down I can remind myself that I have to adjust myself to get use to it NOW. I don't want him to know how I feel and I don't want to hear him saying we r juz friends. So let me be the one to keep e distance. I really miss him a lot even though he is juz standing beside me. This unspeakable yearn indicates that it's time to move on. hahah I'm starting to feel a bit numb now.
I just hope that so far yet so close will stay healthy and cheerful. Everyone have their own path, when we know that something are not meant to be, perhaps we have to learn how to discard it away from our life. I really can't bear but I know I have to move on.
Hmmm I really have a lot of things I wanna try and places I wanna go haha and I know my world ain't that small.
Life is quite peaceful currently.
ZZz have to go for physics extra lesson NOW. Bye.
P.S I really can't wait to try out the lomo horizon kompakt! Stay cool annie LOL