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I love you. Really.. love you deeply. I admit is my fault, i shouldn't neglect you! I realise my mistake, PLS forgive me.. Don't fail me again! Coz u are all I left..sobx
To my dear H2 subjects.
Every Breath You Take- Fujita Emi 藤田惠美
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you.
Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you.
Oh can't you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches with every step you take.
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you.
Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace.
I dream at night, I can only see your face.
I look around but it's you I can't replace.
I keep crying baby, baby please
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you.
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
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It's been raining for days. Raining day is my unlucky day.
I eagerly anticipated this day. Yet it turns out to be a day for CONSULTATION, omg!
I skipped my Geo extra lesson, coz it's not gonna help and i'm gonna fail this subject for sure.
Got back all the phys assignments and tests, to my horror mostly failed.
Hmmm and bcoz of the consultation I didn't even get a chance to say happy teacher day to my respected EL teacher in Sec sch.
So as usual, went home sat down stare blank. Feeling so stress and gave a big cry. I cry til i fall aslp. So juz woke up and start writing this whole chunk of rubbish.
I seek to achieve a breakthrough. No matter what, in whatever sense, i juz want a change. Life is too tiring, how i wish i can behave like a kid;no obligation no stress.
Why do everyone seems to be reminding me that i cannot do things as i like. I need to learn how to accept things that i can't change, be a faker who need to fake a smile which currently i hv no energy to do so and let that unbearable feeling off.
Nothing belongs to me. Even those i once thought is mine are now gone. My life wasn't that miserable as u think it is, juz perhaps it is meant to be a tragedy. I'm bound to live my life so coz i don't hv e ability to change it. Yea.. a loser.
I know.. exams ain't everything. But that's all i have.
I know love ain't everything. Coz it never appear in my life.
I know money and fame ain't everything. Coz it cant be taken away.
24 months oversea isn't that demanding yea? I like Canada, hope that i can study there. But i'm not sure what to study hahhaha
Love me tender- Elvis Presley
Love me tender,
Love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
And I love you so.
Love me tender,
Love me true,
All my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin I love you,
And I always will.
Love me tender,
Love me long,
Take me to your heart.
For its there that I belong,
And well never part.
Love me tender,
Love me dear,
Tell me you are mine.
Ill be yours through all the years,
Till the end of time.
(when at last my dreams come true
Darling this I know
Happiness will follow you
Everywhere you go)
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赤地转机 林峰
原来失望够
爱情无论多深厚
始终都变旧
没有朝夜咀咒或者追究
跟你还是分手
无需内疚各自寻觅得拯救
为何还在再拖手
亦或相处下去等于揭开伤口
是快乐过都不需占有
你并不孤单 林峰
你大概自觉不吸引
找不到恋人
你大概路过望别人
一个个热吻
餐店中完全卖气氛
偏你却是单身
令你不合群
可怜人从没有爱侣相拥一吻
你大概自尊心不再
再不敢出来
你大概害怕到未来
一世也没被人爱
请看开看别人甜蜜也许是意外
不只你和自卑比赛
明日或者相爱变传奇
但是你必先好好生活争气
生命似在垂死只会被嫌弃
在这残酷世纪不断别离
能自爱别与世间去比
让自信优雅地哪愁没运气
上天总找到你
来日注定爱的总爱你
Sing K with my frenz today..GP hahha was ok. But sure fail coz i nv pass b4. I'm so angry!!!!! I think i'm sure gonna retain
Well i save my breathe, coz i dont hv to account things that no one understands. At least for now i behave in what i always want to be. Puzzle? Shock to know that i'm actually so mean and cynic. I juz wanna be myself. Don't make me behave in what u all think i shld.. coz u dont neo me. LOL
Hai.. i can never summon my courage to ask........ arrr.. juz a waste of time.
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Basically, this week was not that bad except whenever there's Geo.. it spoilt my day. I fully regret for taking H2 Geo, seriously it piss me off than any other subject. It's such a pain in the arse!
Hmmm what have i done this whole wk? Arr i don't rmb.. other than those lectures n tutorial, i don't rmb a single thing.. or perhaps i only rmb that i'm unable to accompany my friend to eat dinner for the past 2 wks? sorry dear. But i guess ur night study is productive.
I feel as if my energy was being drain off by ammmm stress? It would take about few hundreds joules of energy juz to SMILE. Hahaha the best word to describe it is "living-corpse".
Another thing that adds on to my concern is no other than my PW. Damn slack leh. I cant believe it.. arrr i guess my group i s gonna die when it comes to OP. hahaha
I'm juz an ordinary girl with no special skill and extraordinary character. My way to conserve energy is to keep my mouth shut, stone and don't move. Stare blank doesn't mean i'm EMO, i juz want a moment of silence.
No doubt I may talk a lot, but that doesn't mean i'm hyper. I'm too tired to explain.. well i juz let that "emo-gal" title to continue...zz
Singapore is nice, safe and green(as a city). After so many years, i still cant find peace in my heart. Perhaps city life really doesn't suit me. This place is too polluted-human and environment.
Secluded life.. that's what i truly want. I muz earn more money for migration hahha
OO ya... hahah i left out the Domo Kun virus.. it started spreading..hahah but i dont really find it cute la.. juz pretty interested wif its mouth(bcoz cannot shut) lol hahhaha
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I juz cant wait to share this.. Watched the tennis semi-final match last fri, it ended around 12am plus. I was so fascinated! Bcoz it was a match between Rafael Nadal and Novak Djokovic. It was a close shave for Novak Djokovic.. i think he almost make it.. but perhaps still need a little more training to beat Rafael Nadal.
He won the bronze medal
so charming hahhaha
(这种感觉就是爱)
当散步时又想到你
当游荡时又想到你
当你的脸孔又出现在我的梦里
当你的声音又出现在我的耳际
我才知道 这种感受就是爱
我这才惊觉 我已经被你占据
呐呐...
当手机里没有你的呼唤
当电话里没有你的留言
当你的身影不再陪伴在我身边
我才知道 你已经是我最大的依恋
当我习惯你的存在
当我害怕你的离开
当我们小别的时候 我痴痴等待
当我们吵架的时候 我默默发呆
我才知道 这种感受就是爱
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U are my motivation, u r the one i love, u r.. e one i admire, u r e one i always yearn to see... u r my senior. But ever since u left, for this past 8 months, things changed, mindset changed, feelings changed, that urge to see u are gone.. u r gone u r gone u r gone. I don't like u anymore. I won't hate u either. To me.. u r juz one of my senior.
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Finally, it's week 8. I hope that all syllabus will finish as soon as possible. I hate going to sch because i'm very sleepy and my eyes are very dry! Hate Thursday especially.
I hate urban life, i hate the noise here, the pollutions, those disgusting ppl in sch, tons of home work, the stress and competitiveness. Basically, I'm more certain and look forward to live a secluded life now.
Did u notice that it's all side view? hahha I juz realise that he look better in this direction hahahha lol.. I dislike his hair style in Heart of Greed 2. Look so stupid!! I compared his photos like 6yrs ago and now.. He look so different.. more mature, face also very long and his look are emaciated.
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Last night was too tire..so i juz blogged what i did this wk and went to slp at 2230.
Is kind of weird la.. ytd was Chinese lunar valentine day. Some of my frenz(s) juz came and tell me abt their love story hahahha
One of which is damn cute.. i mean the way she express it. I can sense a bit of sweetness in her tone, some worries and few "grams" of hate. hahaha I wont say out who she is la..
I think she juz want someone to share her joy ^^
I got influence! Not yearning to have one BF..hoh
Everytime, whenever this frenz of mine told me what she did and how she felt.. ammm her words are juz full of reminiscences of that senior. I also dont know why zzz
However it's no longer the same, coz i wont miss him anymore. Hope that he is doing fine over there.
The air today are filled wif the smell of incense. Everyone is "burning" hahhaa
Perhaps many of my frenz doesnt agree with my views and perspectives of life, they juz dont seems to understand.
They used their logic and their thoughts trying to overrule me.. Seriously, i hate it. Ppl have diff ideas diff feelings diff choices, and that which affect all these are juz one simple factor-encounter.
Have u ever wonder why do ppl behave differently? Why do some ppl chose to close all the doors and rather be an introvert? And why.. wld a 18 yrs old gal hv this kind of disappointment towards love.
I wldnt say i've encounter a lot of stuff. At least for now.. i've seen a lot of departing, the dark side of love and marriages, does anyone sees it?
Take a close look at it, and perhaps u'll understand my language, my behavior and everytihng.
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I hate it when it rains in the day, coz it reminds me of that raining month(Nov & Dec). But i love it when it rains at night hahahah.. coz it's cooling.
Project Work
Have been rather busy this few days.. bcoz of my PW. Well, i can smell trouble ahead. Coz our data and WR draft have not yet "vomit" out. The worst things is.. EOM is still at large. hahhah I mean.. some of my team mates.. not even done their 1st draft.
My days
Hmmm i haven been eating at home for the past 3 days.. and reaching home rather late. Ytd was e latest.. but luckily my mum came and drive me home. But i'm dead tired.. i feel like slping even on e bus.
I rmb 3 days ago on Monday, I was on 178 and i fall aslp in e bus during my way home.
Haha I knock my head on e rail on e seat.. i think no one saw it.. but quite embarrassing... e gd part is that, it's juz nice that i'm alighting at e next stop. DOTX
I got pissed off by every single subj..esp my Geo. COZ i dont understand hydrology.. a difficult topic. Well hate it most when that teacher called my name wrongly.. arrr.
Phys was like rushing for reincarnation. I juz cant stand it.
Math is still alright...... i hope so
CCA
I was quite happy bcoz of my decision made in MAY!
Honestly, i admit that I joined WuShu out of impulse and anger. I'm juz unhappy with e election outcome.. til now i'm stil not happy wif it. All I lack of is LUCK. haha But if given a chance to chose again. I wld rather forsake e chairman position and join 2 cca instead.
At least I've prove to those who asked me to think twice and thrice that I mean what i say! Haha i chose taiji jian and e coach say i'm suitable to practice that. hahaha
Abt photography
Well, this is my hobby. I love it and.. i really love it. I dont wish to turn an interest to a duty, so somehow... i've been reluctant to do duty hahaha so.. yea i juz try to find reasons to escape.
Following days
Hmmm i wont be going to sch tml coz.. i veri tired.. I need to rest plus i'm having diarrhoea. Hope to clear my hw too
NITE
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Sch life was so stress. I really tot i can manage..but least did i expect, tears juz flow out whenever i mention.. "tat 27 marks is veri impt to me".
I am pretty shock that I slam my package when my frenz was talking to me half way and juz walk off like that. Zz that's not me.. i wont do such thing in the past.
Haha they tot they've make me angry. The truth is i am damn piss off by my PW mates and... also i think i'm feeling stress.
this is the aftermath for eating MI canteen food
