Labels: stolen love
你好像被偷走的爱，我还一度以为你会是我的。
原来你从来都不是。
其实你早已离我远去，我知道。
你的眼神由始至终就不属于我，一秒也不是！
感谢你曾经重视我的存在，但我无法不恨你。
你曾答应的。。。你可是否记得？
如今你已要离去，愿我心中的不满能随着你的离开而淡化。
祝，前途一片光明。
给，不爱我的人。
Labels: move on
Sick for 5 days.. diarrhoea for more than a wk, still coughing, slight flu, fever gone...BUT I lost my voice for 3 days.
Not feeling quite well, bodying aching.. both physcially and mentally unwell. Yes, I yearn for a holiday oversea. But there's a heavy burden which I need to clear in this 2 mnth.. which now left only 1 mnth 3 wks.
Macao and Hong kong.. My dad say going nxt mnth. I feel like turning it down.. But I always wanted to go this 2 places. LOl go 1 wk..won't affect much rite? But my burden on the other hand is growing bigger. Sian I'm really not in the mood.
新不了情
心若倦了 泪也干了 这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老 已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了 原来时还能再度拥抱
爱你的人如何死守到老 怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
愿难了 情难了
Labels: move on
Accompany my friend to watch Y2J yesterday at Clarke Quay. I'm not trying to praise myself how good I am as a friend but it's really a torture to me last evening. My cough worsen since yesterday morning but since a promise is a promise...
Almost gonna cough out blood.. sitting right under the air conditional for like about 2 hrs.. speed up the process some more.. head was like spinning and aching and she was only concern about her...IDOL I suppose if I didn't went out last evening to "blew wind". My cough wld have recover lol
As within my prediction, the next symptoms would be fever. My head is rather heavy.. took some medicine but I couldn't rest coz I'm so worry. About? MY GEO 
Lol by the way yesterday was the TVB annual award ceremony..hai stil the best actor award wasn't Lam Fung.. guess he really gotta wait till he turn 30++..zz sad nia. Well at least he got 2 awards in the end....
Bye
Labels: move on
云儿飘进天空的胸怀
蔷薇在春风里朵朵开
风儿说着情话
我要如何不想他
鱼儿离不开这片大海
人儿还在等着他回来
燕子也有了家
我要如何不想他
望穿秋水风吹雨打
有心栽花它不发芽
莫等 夕阳西下点点残霞
只剩下 无尽的牵挂
鱼儿离不开这片大海
人儿还在等着他回来
月儿从不回答
我要如何不想他
我要~~~~如何~~~~不想他
Labels: move on
I'm right here staring and typing. My heart felt a great pain and almost torn apart just an hour ago. Once again, I survived. No one would have understand this stirring feelings in my heart. And after a year plus it relapsed. Don't ask me what is it..coz I don't know. It's killing me..it's hurting me inside.
No one actually know. I look fine isn't it? But why am I suffering from this mental torment? What have I done wrong? It's been with me ever since pri 5. Do I need to see a shrink?
But I think it's getting better...at least the frequency have reduced. Everyone have flaws..and I got this hidden sickness hahahaha it's not funny when it get serious. If you see me bewailing, then will you know I had already loss my sanity at that particular moment. 
I need to breath. Bye
Labels: move on
I deserve some scolding and some kicking on my butt? Why am I slacking? Arrrh it's so taxing. Actually, I find this amusing. Even though yeah..I've already put down but I hoped that on the 12th of Nov I'll get to see him for this one last time.
He will get into local University..he will coz he is always a top student in school. Hahaha don't mistaken, I'm not worry for him. I just hope that while we are taking the same subject perhaps in the same venue..at this particular moment we'll share some common identities.
Ya la.. I know.. sound a bit silly. I'm not hoping to get something out from this. Actually, after so many months, everything changed from what it was at the beginning. Ummm how to explain this kind of feeling...?
Let's put it this way.. I feel as if I've grown up a lot. I won't feel the pain and sadness which what people usually feel when they're out of love or something. Many things seems to be known even though not a word was spoken. It have reach the stage where seeing him gives me some comfort and that's all nothing else. And sometimes when u reminisce it, you'll just laugh.
Hahaha guess that I still have more to suffer next yr.... what will it be like one yr ltr? I wonder.. will I be fully prepared for A lvl?
Labels: move on
Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to Annie, happy birthday to me.
This is the 100th post in my blog. Nothing special, just that I wanna put this 100th post as my birthday post. Just a blink of an eye, one year had pass. Yea, I'm 19. hahaha I rmb one yr ago about this time I was crying bitterly..hmmm I wonder how did I manage to survive?
If u ask me have I walk out of that fear of mine.. I still cant answer, bcoz sometime when I see ppl pass away.. my heart will still tremble. hai...
Ya, I'm afraid of death, I'm most afraid that my close one will leave me.. perhaps that's why...I still cant walk out from that agony of mine.
And bcoz I've seen this life & death.. loving someone other than my family become so insignificant.. pursude my dream has become my main goal in life and of course cherish the ppl around me.
But I learn that if there's a problem that cant be solve currently in anyway.. juz put it aside. hahhaha I wont make any wish this year ummm no particular reason(it wont come true anyway), I juz want to go home STRAIGHT after my OP and..... slack at home.
NITE