Labels: quandary
(super Long Post)
I caught a cold one week ago and it hasn't recover. A div is over and I don't have any excuses for not studying. Though we had lost but juz like what Ms zhou said.."我们输得漂亮".. Now then I understand why do ppl always said that U need to rest when u got a flu. LOl..no wonder my cold is still here..haha
Something happened so fast so that I've yet to react and it's over. (?????) It took me a day to figure out and then I realised that I'm like an idiot. FINE! Just take it as I've gotten the wrong message and make a wrong turn. Feel perturbed for e past 3 to 4 days so... abit unhappy. I feel a bit uneasy, heart aches a bit but it only lasted for 4 days....
And for the 5th day which is today.. I started laughing. (why?) It's hilarious hahhaha coz I'm being treated like an idiot! Well, feeling this kind of thingy.. easy come easy go. Compared to that period of time when senior left, the degree of unhappiness is way lesser and insignificant.
I tried very hard to squeeze some tears out in the past four days, hoping that this can help to reduce my "stress". But basically, all that were in my mind are getting numb, sleepy, phys spa spa spa...geo essay and statistics..ZZz
I know I'll get better eventually. And so as usual I took a deep breath in and took a step back to get myself out from those stupid things that I've once blindly persisted.
Being an idiot like this for once is more than enough.
My former injury at my left ankle is aching..this is worst then my elbow! I think I really have to get my ankle fixed but I don't want to wrap it to sch..it's way too ugly lol. In addition, my health deteriorated since starting of the year. First is kena food poisoning and then fever flu fever flu.. like never ending. Most importantly, I'm worried that I'll fall sick for actual A lvl. For which I always do (for major exams). Is either I fall sick few wks or days before if not it will be on actual day.
ARHH I can't stress this any further. Geo is the first paper for A lvl exam and this indicates that if I don't start NOW, I'm gonna suffer. For now..I'm very stressed. I try not to show it...I'm trying. I'm really trying very hard not to cry(again) coz I'm sick of it. Hai..big girl don't cry yea???
Urmmm I think I'll vomit everything out all at once coz I dont feel like blogging for perhaps the nxt few wks.
Human nature really disgusted me. So much so that I feel like vomiting whenever I...(shan't mention it) Anyway..I feel as if I'm sinking again.. Alas, juz sink la.. I'm so tired. Bye.