Labels: quandary
"For they could not love you
but still your love was true and when no hope was left in sight on that starry starry night. You took your life as lovers often do;
But I could have told you Vincent, this world was never
meant for one as beautiful as you." These are my favourite lines in the song, Vincent.
Read through some past entries that I've wrote a year back. Some repeated stuff are lost of dignity and making the wrong decision. I'm glad that I've gotten my dignity back coz I no longer dislike myself and well this is the final year.. is too late to regret.
I found this in one of my post "I'll get on with my life.. say "hi" to myself every morning. Rmb to eat regularly, concentrate on my studies... keep myself fit and good looking(hahaha).. brace myself up if I met any failure again. and be more careful if I ever injure myself again. say happy birthday to myself, merry Christmas.. etc" (feb 2008)
But I only managed to get on wif my life...
"No one can predict the future, perhaps all are predestined, and till the day we have to part for whatever reasons.. I won't forget you." ( our love June 08) Damn I don't even rmb I once wrote this. I think I must be quite emo that time hahaha. Anyway there's a slight improvement. After 8 yrs of being tgt.. we can recognise each others' footsteps! We are looking forward to our 10th anniversary ^^
zz Sian Brain drained. bye