Labels: quandary
I've been waiting for this kind of rain for months! Thunder sound so pleasant hahaha lol. I feel like typing suddenly so.. after my physics and GP paper..yea I'm here..typing.
Feeling quite peaceful this few days. Probably is bcoz I say out all I wanted to say.. clear my thoughts though some remain unsolved but.. who cares! I won't indulge in things that won't give me any answer.
Weeks ago I went to read that Senior blog. It's been months since he last posted. Don't mistaken! Nothing much going on in between, I just feel like reading his entries. Human love to deceive themselves by remember things that are "beautiful".. urmmm at least for what I remember that senior attained some qualities which I admire but perhaps not an ideal lover?
Sian.. really very SIAN ah.. I think what is lacking in my life currently is passion.? Loss of passion to love, a bit numb so get sleepy very easily (zzz wat does this gonna do with sleeping). I don't feel disturbed or upset about basically anything EXCEPT studies. Nothing matters, got enough slp, got enough "A"s, got enough money..can liao wat. (Hmmm wat about got enough friends?)-debatable
I'm a secluded boat floating on the sea or perhaps floating on a peaceful sea instead. Juz imagine.. I'm navigating (control my own fate), I'm sun tanning, I'm enjoying the breeze on my secluded boat ahahaha. So carefree.. I don't want to change at least not for the time being. And as my friend.. you shouldn't force me to. Hahahha
Well, my life sux in the same time while it's wonderful. Weird isn't it?