Labels: quandary
Sometime I do envy those who have a daring heart to pursued their likes and dislikes.
I'm being restricted..it's far beyond what I can control. How many times have I told myself is just a crush..but an extended one, way before I bump into that senior. Is because you got the other her.. so I decided is time to stop.
I think I've been living in that senior's shadow subconsciously for the whole of last yr. I need a clean break. I love photography..definitely not bcoz of anyone. Go back to my primordial self, is time to make a decision.. I have to talk to my cca in-charge. Coz I really cant manage 2 cca at the same time.
After one big round, everything is back to square again. Senior is gone, and for your "her"? I don't know but I think is gone too. Will this be a fresh start for us? I dare not think.
I had enough guessing what's on his mind. I know he won't get out of my sight coz we're still in the same school after all. Hmmm well, one yr passes very soon. coz time files.
I don't understand his body language and I don't want to waste time understanding something that doesn't concern me. Be more rational, if he really does likes me, things wldn't hv dragged so long.
I juz wanna get well soon. Damn food poisoning upset my stomach and I didn't had a gd slp for days. Well, after all health is the utmost importance.