Labels: move on
I'm right here staring and typing. My heart felt a great pain and almost torn apart just an hour ago. Once again, I survived. No one would have understand this stirring feelings in my heart. And after a year plus it relapsed. Don't ask me what is it..coz I don't know. It's killing me..it's hurting me inside.
No one actually know. I look fine isn't it? But why am I suffering from this mental torment? What have I done wrong? It's been with me ever since pri 5. Do I need to see a shrink?
But I think it's getting better...at least the frequency have reduced. Everyone have flaws..and I got this hidden sickness hahahaha it's not funny when it get serious. If you see me bewailing, then will you know I had already loss my sanity at that particular moment. 
I need to breath. Bye