Labels: move on
I don't intend to blog this out initially but it just perturb me so even though I know that ppl who I'm referring to might read it, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.So from now on I shall live my life in my way according to my likes and dislike. I don't care whether u guys like it or not.. I had enough.
Let's spill it ALL out. What's the problem with u huh? Seriously I had enough and I put it up long enough with your attitude. Take it as I'm the one who had change, from enduring to unendurable, I don't wanna stay silent anymore.
I know I've offended a lot of ppl. I KNOW. U said u know me too well, hahaha damn it this is a curse..actually u don't! Both of us are so selfish and that unwillingness to be the first to apologise is the only common point we had.
I should have know it from the start, our characters are too extreme, so is either close frenz or enemy. Perhaps the day of stagnation have finally arrive. I'm not going to be the one to make the change. Let's wait for it to happen itself. Which I think most probably not.
I won't say this out, probably I'm still hoping something out from this. Take this as the last thing I can do for this relationship. I'm sorry... I broke my promise.
What's wrong with it? I'm just being true to myself. My frens ain't superficial but I am. I'm the one.. I really don't know how to face you. What attitude must I use? How shld I treat u? I haven't come up with any ideas that can lead to a win-win situation. So although I hate it I really hate it but I hv to put up a front that nothing happen. I'm trying very hard to avoid times that we might need to communicate.
I'm not angry just that I really have no idea how shld i face you. It's such a shame that we ended up like this and the worst is perhaps u didn't even realise it.