Labels: move on
It's back.. I feel the stress again. I've been living happily for the past 3 weeks bcoz promos is over and so I slack for 3 weeks and this is not condonable!
Luckily the hush reality gave a big slap on my face. I don't like who I am now but I have to accept it bcoz I have no ability to change it.
I was too naive to think that my punishment is over. So it was just a break in between, now it is back and I have to endure it. Heaven has done a great thing, they just love to make fun of ppl. You gave me 4 ys of hell and in return? Will u give me what i want? I still have 1 yr plus to go.. rmb what u promise me.
Ya, so just accept it.. accept what I have to be even though I hate it.
I find myself like a stranger. Then I realise something...
You don't need love to survive, not a purpose either.
You can learn to fake, just tell lies and make yourself believe it. If you are able
to bluff yourself that u need nothing, coz u won't be sad. Just keep telling yourself that you're doing fine. Then you've succeed.
Juz learn how to be a money maker coz success is often judge by how much money have u make.
I'm not empty although I'm empty. Nothing can fill me up. Only if i know what I want.