Labels: move on
Cloudy days (sigh), I seems to be lifeless everyday.
I once thought that I'm useless, but then i found something which I'm really gd at.
Not long after when setbacks happen.. and soon tragedy become part of my life.. hope perishes and inferiority complex arose. AHH! 10 yrs plus of my life is being wasted juz like this. Absurd isn't it?
How much have I earn? and how much have I loss? Show me a way to calculate it.(ya i'm a math student after all). Is it a surplus or is it a deficit?
Can anyone tell me.. do i really doesn't worth his concern at all? Each and every single thing gathered together.. i rmb clearly which shatter my heart into pieces.
Somehow whatever he do does not affect me now.
What does it take to stay alive? Other than e necessities. Probably you may think that i think too much, or perhaps is you guys who doesn't bother to think.
I don't like ppl to read my thoughts!
Ops it starts to rain... I rmb standing at e window in one of e MI class room. Well this sch has pretty gd scenery..hahah ammm I realise that when it starts to rain. It will form a rain concert! Is true.. i heard it. e combination of water landing on e hill, stairs and drain.. is rather melancholy.
Well, then i heard something which spoilt everything! "Annie, don't be emo".. arrr disastrous! ( these ppl juz doesn't know how to appreciate natural beauty) and so i didn't give a damn.
So don't try to know me if u cant. I'm someone who simply like to do things in opposite way... ammm somehow rebellious, but at least in a sense that doesn't hurt anyone... y not?