Labels: move on
Just contacted my long lost primary sch best friend few days ago. Her change really impressed me. Someone who i once felt so familiar with, who is now a stranger to me. So, many a times I wondered. Are the people around me keeping changing? Or perhaps I'm the one who refuse to change?
HA! If u think that I'm very beauty conscious, wait till u got a chance to meet my primary sch frenz. She told me that she've been in love for 4 times. I have this sudden feeling that I'm so nerd! But of course, it wasn't my fault that my Mr Right have yet to appear. lol
Come to think abt it. Is change a gd thing? Am I just too stubborn, so much so that i just reluctant to change? Sometimes, it is just too stressful even for the sake of being existing.
U have to be the one ur friend wanted u to be (juz to make frenzs). U have to be the one ur teacher wanted u to be (juz to gain their trust). U have to be the one ur parents wanted u to be (juz wanting them to love u more). So isn't it stressful?
When can I be the one I wanted to be? Perhaps when I'm filthy rich hahahha
But I always pursue some kind of speciality. Though I'm not sure what exactly it is zzz. Probably on the route of changing without realising, I hope to retain some innocent.