Labels: move on
Actually after doing so much, reading so much and thinking so much. I realise that U're trying to avoid, trying to runaway. U push the so call responsibilities to the others. You blame ur life being curse, blame others for not giving you a chance. U blame everyone for everything.
Whenever U said how U wish to find some place quiet to find ur peace, somewhere rural, a secluded life..blar blar n so on. U're just a shirker! Don't be so naive la! Do you really think that the very innocent you still exist?
Just get your mind straight, study n get into local uni, if not u'll just be a useless slacker polluting the environment. Prove your worthiness. Don't envy what do others have, U shld be the one creating ur own success.
Grass is always greener at the other side, so does that mean that you're going to envy others forever?
I think you shld face the reality. Know your shortcoming, work on it, there's no free lunch. Buck up gal. I know you can do it.