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Friday, 29 August 2008
teacher day 14:27

Rainy

It's been raining for days. Raining day is my unlucky day.
I eagerly anticipated this day. Yet it turns out to be a day for CONSULTATION, omg!
I skipped my Geo extra lesson, coz it's not gonna help and i'm gonna fail this subject for sure.

Got back all the phys assignments and tests, to my horror mostly failed.
Hmmm and bcoz of the consultation I didn't even get a chance to say happy teacher day to my respected EL teacher in Sec sch.

So as usual, went home sat down stare blank. Feeling so stress and gave a big cry. I cry til i fall aslp. So juz woke up and start writing this whole chunk of rubbish.

I seek to achieve a breakthrough. No matter what, in whatever sense, i juz want a change. Life is too tiring, how i wish i can behave like a kid;no obligation no stress.

Why do everyone seems to be reminding me that i cannot do things as i like. I need to learn how to accept things that i can't change, be a faker who need to fake a smile which currently i hv no energy to do so and let that unbearable feeling off.

Nothing belongs to me. Even those i once thought is mine are now gone. My life wasn't that miserable as u think it is, juz perhaps it is meant to be a tragedy. I'm bound to live my life so coz i don't hv e ability to change it. Yea.. a loser.

I know.. exams ain't everything. But that's all i have.
I know love ain't everything. Coz it never appear in my life.
I know money and fame ain't everything. Coz it cant be taken away.

24 months oversea isn't that demanding yea? I like Canada, hope that i can study there. But i'm not sure what to study hahhaha

Love me tender- Elvis Presley

Love me tender,
Love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
And I love you so.

Love me tender,
Love me true,
All my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin I love you,
And I always will.

Love me tender,
Love me long,
Take me to your heart.
For its there that I belong,
And well never part.

Love me tender,
Love me dear,
Tell me you are mine.
Ill be yours through all the years,
Till the end of time.

(when at last my dreams come true
Darling this I know
Happiness will follow you
Everywhere you go)

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