Labels: move on
I'm very scare.. really.. i'm lost. I don't know how m i going to face myself. I'm utterly disappointed. I find myself so useless. Juz can't do anything rite. Am i destined to be such ill-fated?
I'm dead tired.. can anyone tell me what to do? There r lots of thing I know I don't even have the right to think abt it. But i really can't stand it. I feel insecure.. and uncertain.. I know.. i know i'm lost.
I can't even find myself. It's so tiring to live on this world. I can't find a purpose.. a reason.. I don't believe anything gd will happen on me.
I'm very scare... i don't have the courage to continue. It's no longer like e past where everything will be fine after U cry out loud and hv a gd slp..
The fact that i'm a failure.. I've lost everything that i've earned.. these are all cruel facts...
If god really do exist? why cant u juz pity me? I know.. it's my punishment......
I always ask myself.. Annie, u r living for the sake of who? If is urself.. y r u so unhappy?
我真的笑不出来。。我的人生既然悲惨这种地步！我讨厌我自己，一点长处都没有。我觉得做人很辛苦，我真的受不了。我一点也不快乐，我活得很辛苦。我不知道自己到底要什么。有时候在人前要装的若无其事。。真的很累。我要疯了！跟朋友说也没能帮到我。。我真觉得自己很没用。。