There's a question that has been in my heart for more than 3 yrs and yet to be solved. Many times, I tired to juz forget it.. But ppl around me.. esp teachers and my parents keep reminding me. I find it rather absurd, since its is my decision then why do u still interfere? Irony..
I'm not trying to escape.. I'm juz believing in fate but not bowing to it.
The question is : WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO IN THE FUTURE?
I can't.. no matter how hard i've tried, I juz can't find a solution to this. It's been bothering me for so long and i can't sort it out!
It's worst than falling out of love.. trust me at least few mnths ltr u'll be alright. One of..or perhaps the most horrible thing to me is.. without a sense of direction.
I don't want to be told what to do. I don't want to be force to do things out of my own will. I don't want to know what's proper and what's not. 3 yrs.. It's been more than 3 yrs.. still i cant free my soul. This is still e major problem currently.
If.. anyone understood.. u'll know that it's very scary. Coz u r uncertain abt everything u do.
But stil life has to move on.. so on the mean while i shan't ill treat myself.
hahahha
Sammy 洪天照! He is damn fit, he can do push up with his whole body upside down. Shuai!
Well, who cares.. i'll drag and drag.. til one day i have to make up my mind. But no matter what, it's still bothering me.