Labels: move on
Hai.. how shld i start?
I was shock to hear this kind of stupid rumors spread by some bitches and asshole. Cant they juz get a life? I'm not their entertainment lol! I'm gonna say this for the last time.
Yes! I knew him thru MI dance.
Yes! We went out tgt BUT juz to buy sch uniform and xiu jing was there too lol
Yes! He asked me out to catch a movie, but i turned him down.
Yes! He did requested me to be with him, but i rejected.
THE END, it's absurd! I'm very impress that these bunch of idiots are able to say this topic for more than a yr.
Seriously, I've never felt so humiliated. How am i suppose to admit something i've not done before? That confrontation is far too much.
I'm trying very hard.. not to cry but it juz relive my hate.
This morning in the canteen.. somehow i really cant take it. That which hurt me most wasn't the rumors but friends.
I'm utterly disappointed. Well, i've a better idea who they really are.
At that moment, how i wish someone cld juz lend me a shoulder.. yet i cant find one. Sitting alone in the canteen, it was an awkward situation. So i msg Melinda, to my surprise, she reached a few mins after i msg her.
I hv this urge to tell her everything.. but i swallow it back. I know no one will understand how i feel. (this kind of humiliation..)
Sometimes i really hate myself.. Why do other always think that i'm that easy to bully? This bunch of asshole will definitely get their karma one day.
I know my stress is building up. I've to cope with two cca and 3 h2 are driving me nuts.
Forget it.. I'm gonna find some way to release it.
Hmmm fri after parents meeting and Pw, I'll be sing K with wendy.
Sat, after cca.. I'm gonna catch a movie in afternoon and watching a concert (a tale of shaolin) at esplanade at night. LOL Life still goes on.