Labels: move on
Finally, I finished all my MYE papers today. I felt a sense of relief when the teacher say time's up. I've been struggling this few days, I don't know how am I going to continue. Well I can't stop now. Suddenly the situation become very tense, so I do some soul searching..
I kept thinking.. what if I fail and I have to retain? what if I did badly for A lvl and can't get into local uni? What if what if what if... I'm dead tired
Whatever I do juz can't seems to satisfy my parents. They ain't demanding..juz that I'm not capable to do them proud. Yea, that's what I told myself. Stress? extremely.
Not only them, I think the one i couldn't face is myself. I start to detest.. detest e feeling of feeling useless. Frankly speaking, I start to find myself with no value at all.
I told myself many times.. I won't let this kind of feeling ever ever come back again. But once again.. disappointment pull me down. Perhaps the major problem lies on ME, myself. Yea.. I'm the big problem. I shld slap myself..until I wake up..right?
hai..
Recently, I'm watching a drama. 咏春
Hahaha got one of my favourite actor!
He was a cold blooded killer in this drama.
Sammy Hong tian zhao 洪天照
He is 洪金宝 third son lol
