Labels: move on
My numb-sation has been continuing for two weeks. I serious felt that i need to mug even harder now.
I love this in particular; "time heals griefs and quarrels, for we change and are no longer the same persons" (Blaise Pascal)
When terrible things happened.. is not an event but a lesson. A tough lesson learnt- endure. Though months passed, memories doesn't juz fade away. YES, i rmb very clearly.. That two and a half months especially during e rainy days.
I wonder if it's bcoz I've cry too much during that period therefore there's no more tears for me to cry now. Some of my frenzs asked why does my eyes look watery.. I told a lie and said that my eyes are very sensitive.I don't know how to explain la.. The sadness seems to be innate in me and I feel like crying but tears juz wont come out.
Nothing seems to makes me happy..
I rmb I once wrote : "gd bye, to someone i once loved." I didn't get to see him for quite a few days in sch, and I feel uneasy. Surprisingly, I feel comfort instead of joy when i saw him.
True enough, I'm no longer who I am. Perhaps that's the best example for deterioration of love. Anyway I'm content just to know he is doing fine.
Studies..
Currently phys is getting tougher, I really cant cope all my 3 H2. I've mental preparation for retaining.