Labels: move on
Is story time again..
SCV is now showing Heart of Greed(糖心风暴), I watched this drama since last December.
Particularly, this drama has a total of 40 episodes. I think i cried more than 70% of e total. In this drama, quite a lot of scene are very impressive. Especially the part where the big wife die.. haizz
Alfred's death
In this drama there is a sentimental love story filming Lam Fung(Alfred) and Zhong jia xing. He keeps a foot in both camps, in the end he regretted but it was too late.
The touching scene..
To make up for what he did, he assisted her in her career. But he's always in deep thought while driving. Without realising that the traffic light is red, he dashed across n got hit by a taxi. His car overturned n he crawl out frm the car. He refused to go to e hospital and went to look for a phone booth. He wants to tell her that he had an idea how to win the lawsuit. After he finish what he had to say he starts to bleed and die.
Before that he kept a journal on "The days without her" and he wrote something like ( the 267th day without her) n so on. Can u imagine how traumatic it is? hahah but that's drama.. such thing wont happen in reality.
The song VINCENT.. describes how i feel in that month. Bcoz i was at the stage of healing, that's why I'm sensitive to everything.
Whenever i hear this song, a mood of melancholy descended on me. How can i ever forget the pain i once suffered and the agony i had. Never. It will always be there, juz like a signal warning me to be alert.
It's June, flowers start to bloom juz like e one outside my room. It symbolise hope and telling me that another yr had juz passed. I muz look forward.. bcoz i neo and I'm sure that many surprises, chances or perhaps miracles are waiting for me. I'll try diff angles (perspectives) to look at things (setbacks), juz like how i pick myself up.
Though e agony i once had is an unchangeable fact..(well time wont reverse), one has to grow up. Perhaps my dream of living a secluded life may come true one day...
N if i had nv been thru all this.. i wont neo that i'm a lucky one hahahha.
My friends(close one ^^) all say that i have many things. Indeed. Maybe the only thing I've lost.. is learn to be content with one's lot. I hv to look for it.. (wait for me) hahaha
oO ya i went to cut my fringe.. it doesnt suit me at all. Look like mushroom(yummy), hahah but i'l stil cut bcoz i wan a diff look. nite