Labels: move on
In MI, there's a birthday trend. The birthday song cld be heard almost everyday, but I find it discordant. Somehow, i think i got a phobia to celebrate birthday. For many yrs, i've been celebrating it alone (tat's fine wif me..reali). However, i cant imagine that things can actually turn worst.
Looking back, juz after last yr promo ex. Something happened which makes me realise how fragile life can be and e sudden lost of friendship petrifies me. I felt so helpless coz i cant do anything to reduce ur pain. Xiu jing n i sat at the stadium, an unspeakable pain inside my heart suffocates me.
It wasnt a gd timing either. Why muz it be during our A lvl spa n why muz it occur near our birthday.. I tot 18th bd are supposed to be a worth celebrating day in one's life yet it had become one of my hatred day. Lots of negative thinking appeared in my mind, i became paranoid. I'm so afraid tat all those happy moments we once shared wld be gone forever.
I tried to seek for comfort..but it doesnt really help. That two and a half mnths was the longest nightmare that i nv ever wanna even think of it.
Finally, sch starts. Everything seems to be back to normal. From then til now, 6 mnths has passed. I believe u hv manage to survive, so do i. We r still able to eat and slp.. though e sch food sux and tons of homework waiting for us.
One's endurance and e will to overcome setback are something worth learning. oO ya.. I've not yet express my gratitude to my friends who have been by my side during that two and a half mnths. Thanks to all who sent their greetings on my birthday. A big thank u to e one who "dragged" me out of my house and watched 2 movies wif me (nv will i forget how anxious u r when u lost ur wallet).
Today..
i went to rent drama(finally). Go visit my aunt's grandchildren..(that 2 adorable twins).
Schedule for e mnth..
2,4,6 -- Econ lesson frm 9 to 12
6 -- phys lesson frm 830 to 12..(omg clash)
9-- K time wif xiu xiu! hahaha
16,17,18--- math lesson frm 830 to Zzz