Labels: move on
"There's a reason why some ppl do not make it to ur life". Roughly about a yr ago, i tot tat as long as one try their best, nothing is impossible. That was e last time i allowed myself to cry til i'm breathless. Not bcoz of anyone else..but myself. The day which i receive my Os, is e day tat i'l nv forget. And bcoz of that i cldnt..I CLDNT allow a repeat in history. I'm juz too desperate for achievement. Hahaha but e irony part is..i screwed up every single chance tat i'm given with.
From that moment, i learn not to cry. Not even a drop of tear is allowed. Coz even if i cry til i dehydrate or fainted.. Still e problem exists.
I used e same attitude towards e relationship (which every single one is a failure) to continue with my life and live on-move on. Fortunately, i can still eat and slp well. Though nothing i can do to change e fact tat u still love her, i still wish tat u're able to get over with it soon.
I feel no hate, neither do i feel any love. Hopefully, i'm able to maintain tis kind of mindset and feelings each time i c u.
I was down for duty for e ANKE performance ytd. It was a nice one.. i particularly love e song they played(Spirited away ending theme). A..i forgot to record hahah coz i was taking photos.
Parents went oversea AGAIN. Well, kinda like use to it.
Life in a mess...i was laggin behind for my studies lol.