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Saturday, 29 March 2008
My fears-redundant but necessary 15:20

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At the nadir of my life in MI, i learned that nothing is certain. Everything varies, so much so that i myself have to admit that I'm no other than a human being-so small, useless and helpless.

That which does not kill me make me strong.
(Frederick Nietzsche)

I thought that I'm being used to this kind of unspeakable feelings. It turns out that I'm not. While u're crying bitterly, he might be enjoining his life. He wont bother, coz u have been forgotten. This is a cruel fact that one has to accept in order to free him/herself.

I'm afraid all that I've establish will turn into vain and my fears will hunt me once again. And never will i forget the nightmare i had which last for more than 2 months. I vaguely rmb wat i did to release my agony. But i rmb clearly how it feels like.

Once bitten twice shy. I'd nv make e same mistake again!
At least it had transform me into a more realistic person, whom now cares more for my own welfare and nothing else. I wouldn't mind using any unorthodox methods juz to get what i want.

I know I've make a cynical remark, anyway this world is full of baddies. That's human, isn't it?

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