Labels: move on
I was doing a speech; is it worth getting married? Then a question hit me... when will i find my true love? Very likely that it will nv be found. HA! finally... the course is gonna end and all i wan is to get over and done with it...TML.
Zz..i really hate standing alone at the bus-stop(outside MI). Not only bcoz the bus 178 take yrs to come, e main reason i guess is bcoz it reminds me that very one time seeing you at tis bus-stop. You sat there eating lollipop swinging your legs, juz like a little kid. Now,everything are still e same as usual..the only different is that the mind and heart no longer feel the same as it shld. I'm puzzle, not very certain about what exactly do i wan. Is it you that i cant bear to put down or is it that kind of feeling(having someone to think of)i dont wish to forget.
My heart was broken, tears have dried out, hopes perishes, but, i know how to survive. A 18 yrs old gal who doesn't hold any hope in this aspect, who once believe that one shld fight for its own happiness, lost her dignity.
Nxt..nxt fri, releasing of A level result. I hope and pray i'l go home early and nv had a chance to meet you. I'l get on with my life.. say "hi" to myself every morning. Rmb to eat regularly, concentrate on my studies... keep myself fit and good looking(hahaha).. brace myself up if i met any failure again. and be more careful if i ever injure myself again. say happy birthday to myself, merry christmas.. etc
Perhaps one day i'l get use to tis kind of life and i neo i will....
i stone in this room.. waitin for time to fly... 
over exposed?