Labels: move on
I regretted for saying that i want to prove that i'm capable. Perhaps you got my msg and then you got me stuck in this dilemma. I should not blame you for this... Coz in my subconscious mind, i've been yearning for it long ago. You make me realize how inferior i am and i'm indeed a person with no confidence at all. This will go on and i'm bound to be a failure until i learn how to manage it.
Dont tell me these are all for my benefits..
i'm sick and tired of failing! Pls... dont say that this is part of growing up.
How many times muz i fall in order for me to grow up? I never learn... The worst part is not that you dont admit your mistakes, is you dont know where your errors are. Even friends around me couldnt help much..
Oh why, why do u still call my name? i tot we aint that well acquainted..
It will make me feel worst by turining back and say hi or smile. You reminds me of the dignity i've lost. Til now, i still cldnt get it back.
My only hope to get it back is through my studies. However, i'm getting more and more restless (dont understand phys,geo,econ and i dont really neo how to read chinese characters!). Notwithstanding the stress, i can pull it through.
MY COMPLAIN of the day
- Damn it, i failed to finish my 2.4km run today. All thanks to my useless lungs.