Labels: Live on
Jan-- Dont rmb wat i did, but a teenager who worried for her future.
9th feb--O lvl result taking. Cry until as if there's no tml.
14th feb--end of JAE application, i filled up 4 choices only.
22th feb--first date in life, n i guess wld be the last one also.
28th feb--JAE result released. None of my application were successful.
--Left no choice but to go MI and appeal.
10th mar--Went to MI for sample lecture.
18th mar--Appeal was successful
19th mar--First day in MI
April--i dont rmb wat i did, but this month passed very fast. In short, happiest month ever.
May-- My gd frenz joined me in MI, felt happy for her.. as she finally got released from "hell" by entering another "hell" hahahaha
27th may-- went to shanghai for learning trip. Gastralgia relapse n i forgot to bring my med.
2nd june--Back to s'pore but damn tired.
26th june--First examination in MI. ( almost flunked every papers)
5th july--First attempt of A lvl phys practical. ( damn nervous)
20 july-- Parents meeting ( teachers gave me lecture)
August--Whole month studying and having test. ( dun quite rmb wat i did)
September--Studying for the past few wks.
24th sep--promo exams starts.
5 oct--promo exams ended
13 oct-- receive a news.. (My world turn in to darkness)
18 oct--A lvl phys practical. ( i think i did quite ok)
--First time, i cried while i'm walking along the corridoor in my sch.
22 oct--got back the results ( all turn out in my expectation expect for phys!)
--no time to grief for my results ( i'm feeling terrible)
WORST MONTH EVER!!!!
3rd nov--My birthday, 12 am in the morning.. i'm crying infront of my com. tears drench my face. My worst 18th birthday.
23th nov--Lam fung released his first album
-- went for the SC interview (flunked)
12th dec-- went away to find my peace.
17th dec-- gastralgia relapse..(tis time round cldnt find my med)
25th dec-- Christmas... ( 12 am in the morning, crying infront of my window)
I dont think nxt yr will be any better, perhaps juz entering into another hell...
I've never tried being so clear-minded before.. at least this is the first time i rmb wat happened in these past 12 mnth. I feel that having selective memory loss can be a blessing at times.