Labels: move on
My feet wasnt getting any better, in fact, it's still swelling. Though i can run and jump around, but it still hurts a little. I think i'm expecting too much from myself. Whether can i meet the expectation that i've set???? i'm still wondering and struggling.
It's such a pain, annoyance,irritation and distress when all your effort ended in failure! Insomnia, stress and discomfort are the price you need to pay inorder to succeed. Well, i take that as a form of punishment. A punishment that i shld hv long ago..(juz tat it has been postpone til now) I dont mind! It's my karma..(you cant
take anything away with you, except your karma)
Everyday study like mad, my eyes can hardly open, legs are sore..and stil muz carry on. Say me nuts or insane for all you want, frankly speaking, i enjoy this kind of life. Despite all these sufferings, i love myself being punished in this way, COZ i deserve it!
I deserve to face setbacks again and again!
I deserve not to get the one i loved
BCOZ I'M NOT GD ENOUGH!
but nvm... i dont need it anymore. It's no longer a need to me.
All i'm concerned and irritates me most is no other than my studies.
Lastly, i'm not abusing myself. I juz hope that these punishment will make me feel better.....